Black and White Space

I watch you watching me 
There's kinship in our eyes 
wing on window distract briefly 

I am the metaphor you use 
In your reed songs is my grief 
In your voice my hope 

You are the he i could not grasp 
I the she you  could not create 

The window is clear now 
The heart cries out 
Along this black and white space 

Goodbye my love

All i seen in my life was nothing 

But broken bonds 

They are scattered across the field 

Everything i had was going to slip away and i was goin to fade into the darkness 

Helpless,Sad 

But then he came along 

He helped me out of the darkness 

and unto the path of light 

he give me a purpose 

and a cause to live 

he took my broken bonds and made them complete 

he come into my half-ripped up heart and mended it together with his happiness 

and care my prince i have now,finally he'd

never go away 

But 

It gives me a false sense of hope and security

i failed to see 

my prince had a princess 

and he loved her more than me 

i lay my head down and say a silent pray.

I pray to god to take away the pain i held on to 

These dreams are painful.

they're always the same 

i find you,i chase you, 

i lose you-you're gone 

i wake up, 

i cry i ask my self why 

how could i lose something i never had 

Its like a broken records playing over and over in my mind 

Im not your's ! Im not your's 

Its her ! Its her ! 

NOT ME =( 

i never said i regretted loving you 

i just say that im glad to have broken up with you

Because i realized u didn't Love me ='( 

goodbye my prince ='(  

Farewell my love

Its almost one year .. 

today i saw his post in FB as engaged with a girl :') yeah i have to admit she is batter than me..well im just a friend for u now no more love between us ! its almost one year since we broke up but i still think about him every second i breath every second in my life i still visit his profile just wishing u one day he will understand that i still missing him still needing him in my life :'( .. it just too hard to forget him ....... 

the heart he stole from me right from my bleeding chest and trough all the wounds i still love him more than he deserve .he promised he'll stay forever .

i trusted him. i fill that is the one ! he is my prince ! i just found the right person for my life <3 i fill happy that day !! But trough all the happiness i had with him ! with all the lies i failed to see that im not his princess. im not the girl he really loved. he just want to play with my feelings 

My prince found a princess and he loved her more than me :(  yet i couldn't see the damage 

love was perfect in my mind 

till one day he just left me without a trace my broken heart screamed his name while tears poured down my face :'( i lost a treasure that i loved so much

Now im crying on this wooden floor wishing then i knew 

That fairy tales are-make-believe 

and dreams never come true

his moving  toward a new life without me . im left with scars upon my heart 

as he leaves the silent tears flows 

i can't be mad i love him too much :'(

i love him i will always love him :') 

Long distance relationship

Long Distance Relationship aren’t always ideal. In fact, they’re really tough. You spend countless of hours just talking through a phone or through a screen. You can’t see the person when you want to or when you most need them.. You can’t hug, you can’t hold hands, you can’t kiss. You lose the intimacy in a physical sense. But then, Your relationship becomes based on each other and nothing else.

You learn to communicate,because a long-distance relationship without communication is nothing.

You learn to trust, because you can’t always see or know everything the person is doing.

You learn to sacrifice, because someone’s always going to lose a bit of sleep from the time difference.

And lastly, you learn to appreciate.

So often, we take for granted the people and relationships in our lives because we think they’ll always be there.

But When you only have a limited amount of time with a person,

you learn to appreciate and cherish every single moment you have with them.

When you finally see that person after weeks or months of seeing them only through a computer screen,

It is one of the greatest feelings in the world.

When you’ve waited for something so long and you finally have it,

you cherish it. The key to a long-distance relationship is faith.

If both of you are not willing to give up,

If both of you are willing to stand up and still try after every time one of you or both of you fall.

“Distance isn’t for the fearful, it’s for the bold ".

It’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for the little time with the one they love.

It’s for knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough.”
♥ ♥

U Hurted me......... I was Silent
U Broke my Heart......... I was Silent 
U Ignored me ........... I was silent
BUT When U left me ............... ..
I Brusted into
Tears ........... 
Bcoz m hurt more
Than........... ...
i deserve 

Life changed by time

I want to go back to the time when
“Innocence”was “Natural”,
wen “Getin high” meant “On a swing”,
when “Dad” was d only “Hero”,
when “Love” was “Mom’s hug”,

when “Dad’s shoulder” was d “The highest
place on earth”,,
when d only thing Tht cud “Hurt” were
“Bleeding knees”,
when d only things “Broken” were “Toys”,n
when “Goodbyes” only meant “Till
tommorow”.
Life has changed a lot.
Isn’t it..?